Mischa Barton says her ‘The O.C.’ role made her ‘feel pressured’ to lose virginity



Mischa Barton did not survive the ’00s unscathed.

The O.C. alum, 35, wrote an essay for Harper’s Bazaar U.Ok. about feeling pressured to lose her virginity and struggling a number of breakdowns as a younger star, which left her with PTSD. Barton — who lately stated bullying led to her O.C. exit and opened up about referring to the Framing Britney Spears documentary, having been attacked within the media on the similar time — stated whereas she’s grateful for the alternatives Hollywood has given her, “they’ve come at a price.”

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Mischa Barton cannot “let individuals tear” her down anymore, she wrote in a brand new essay. The O.C. alum, who has been a tabloid goal for years, famous, “I am not only a headline, I’m a lady, a human being and I’ve a narrative to inform.” (Photograph: Paul Archuleta/Getty Pictures)

Quarantining amid the pandemic “introduced a contemporary life perspective and prompted me to mirror upon the trauma I’ve been so scared to talk out about for a few years,” Barton wrote, saying she’s lengthy frightened about “backlash and sufferer blaming,” however that she will longer keep silent.

Barton stated that whereas she beloved being a younger actress, beginning at age eight in an Off-Broadway play, “From a younger age, I used to be sexualized.” She pointed to her first movie, 1997’s Garden Canine, which “explored themes of kid molestation, and — whereas the crew did every part to make sure that I wasn’t uncovered to the realities of what all that meant – after I did press for the movie, it turned clear that it was very mature content material.” 

Two years later, she was in Pups with Burt Reynolds, and had “my first kiss on display and in actual life, in entrance of a complete crew. My character had her first interval in a single scene, one thing I hadn’t even skilled in life but. The film blew up in Asia, and I turned an odd intercourse image over there. I used to be 13.”

She went on to name the aughts “a loopy time” as a younger lady in Hollywood, which the Spears doc confirmed. Barton was forged as The O.C.’s Marissa Cooper at 18 — “and contemporary out of highschool. Whereas everybody at my age was having fun with the carefreeness and untroubled pleasure of being a young person, I used to be working prolonged hours on set, continuously pressured into assembly wants, calls for and targets set by individuals twice my age or older. I by no means had the choice to talk up for myself. As a young person in an grownup world, I felt a perpetual concern that it’d backfire, turning my profession on its head.”

Barton made the purpose that even when she “discovered the braveness to open up a dialog about my experiences on set as a younger lady” simply final month, she was shut down once more and “publicly known as a ‘nightmare’ to work with,” by an unidentified set supply. “References have been made about my mom being ‘annoying’ just because she labored arduous to information and shield her baby in a wild business. I used to be advised by many people that I wouldn’t be capable to preserve working if my mom remained on my staff, which led to extra sophisticated dynamics with my household over time.”

Mischa Barton appeared in The O.C. with Rachel Bilson, Adam Brody and Ben McKenzie and, while they were all super-famous, Barton received an inordinate amount of attention in the media. (Photo: FOX)

Mischa Barton appeared in The O.C. with Rachel Bilson, Adam Brody and Ben McKenzie and, whereas they have been all super-famous, Barton acquired an inordinate quantity of consideration within the media. (Photograph: FOX)

However being Marissa was sophisticated for different causes, too. Barton stated being a virgin in actual life whereas “enjoying a assured character who was quick and unfastened,” led to her accelerating her intercourse life.


“The youngsters within the present have been quintessential wealthy, privileged American youngsters ingesting, taking medicine, and naturally having intercourse,” she stated. “I knew it was necessary to get this factor — my virginity — that was looming over me, the elephant within the room if you’ll, out of the way in which. I began to actually fear that I couldn’t play this character if I didn’t hurry up and mature somewhat. Did I ever really feel pressured to have intercourse with somebody? Properly, after being pursued by older males of their 30s, I finally did the deed. I really feel somewhat responsible as a result of I let it occur. I felt a lot stress to have intercourse, not simply from him, however society normally.”

It did not finish properly. When she met somebody new and wished to “take away myself from the scenario, it created a poisonous and manipulative setting. I felt managed inside an inch of my life.”

Throughout her time on The O.C., Barton stated “no one was comfortable that there was a lot media consideration on me over different forged members.” Her co-stars, whereas not naming any particularly, “thought I used to be courting publicity… I wasn’t consideration looking for, however by that time it had begun to snowball.”

Mischa Barton (Photo by Chris Weeks/WireImage for General Motors)

Mischa Barton (Photograph: Chris Weeks/WireImage for Common Motors)

She tried “for a very long time to be unfamous,” she stated, however that labored in opposition to her, with the paparazzi changing into extra aggressive. It bought to the purpose that she did not like leaving house. When she did, “They chased my automotive. They tried to climb over the partitions to my home. They’d observe my telephone and my automotive. They’d make offers with eating places in order that after I went to at least one, somebody would notify them. They’d purchase cell telephones for the homeless, instructing them to name as quickly as they noticed me strolling down the road. I used to be stalked. They’d shoot immediately into my house to the extent the place I couldn’t even open my blinds.”

That was only one half. Together with the pictures got here the hateful tales on celeb web sites and in tabloids. She stated, “It turned an excessive amount of to examine myself on daily basis and to have these publications chuckle at my ache.”

That was when her “psychological well being declined,” she wrote. “The fixed feeling of being hunted affected me solely. I had a couple of breakdowns,” together with in 2009 after a DUI arrest. “However nobody questioned why I used to be having these breakdowns. I turned a goal of nasty assaults after I was clearly expressing indicators for needing assist.”

Barton stated it led to PTSD. Like Prince Harry saying digital camera flashes set off him, she stated that “any noises that seemed like a shutter would give me a panic assault and make me extraordinarily paranoid. I‘d have full blown panic assaults.”

In consequence, “I went to very darkish locations,” she stated, including, “I‘m proud to say that I definitely am a survivor.”

Barton additionally wrote about coping with revenge porn in 2017

“I took my ex-partner to court docket for promoting a intercourse tape of me that he had recorded with out my consent whereas we have been collectively. The movies have been then supplied to the very best bidder on-line,” she stated. “My thoughts had boggled after I heard he had stated, ‘I knew that she was one of many solely ladies, not like Paris Hilton or Kim Kardashian, who didn’t have a intercourse tape.’ He then thought that he may surreptitiously file all our intimate moments, even covertly filming me within the bathe. With the assistance of an unbelievable lawyer, to whom I owe rather a lot, we received the case and stopped the movies being bought.”

Right now, Barton has “lastly learnt what it means to be accountable for my very own sexuality. I’ve grown to like watching girls break by these taboos. The extra we speak about what we’ve carried out to generations previous, whether or not or not it’s Britney Spears, who was so poorly handled by the press, or Natalie Portman speaking about how she felt overly sexualized as a baby, the earlier we will shield our younger girls and study from our errors as a society.”

Barton’s interview final month with E! about “bullying” from males on The O.C. set drew backlash, however she stated it is not going to silence her.

“I understand that these are very sophisticated conversations to have, with repercussions for many individuals however I can’t sit again and let individuals tear me down anymore,” she concluded. “I am not only a headline, I’m a lady, a human being and I’ve a narrative to inform. I can’t keep quiet anymore, as a result of this stuff are nonetheless taking place — the exploitation of younger ladies, to individuals of coloration, to all girls, sexualized whereas being picked aside and shamed for being alive in their very own our bodies. If my story may help even one younger lady arise for herself and never let the world tear them down, then all of this will probably be value it.”

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